Saturday, February 6, 2010

I Love You

is that okay?

Friday, January 29, 2010

summer break.

3 weeks in japan and 1 round month in indonesia.

Never in my 3 years of visiting my hometown once a year, have I felt this hard of leaving my friends.
I'm leaving tomorrow evening (saturday 2am at the moment). Don't know if I cud handle this.

But tonight was the saddest yet happiest day in my 3 years of fucked up life.

Andai gw tgl di jakarta. Fuck japan. Fuck australia.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

RUSSEL!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

winter-y summer

yea id love to write about my 3 weeks summer break in the northern hemisphere which makes it winter., but i cant be bothereeeeedddddddddd,

anyways ive got only a week left in japan before i leave for jakarta :) yay!

hm hm hm

i feel like i need to delete some posts from years ago.
but rebek bgt brawwww. repot. mau bikin blog baru juga sayang.
i'd like to keep everything here. klo udah tua nanti post2 yg bitter juga bisa jadi sweet dan konyol.

i'll save this blog for me to read in my elder years

I LOVE GLEE











SEASON 2 COMING APRIL 2010

Friday, December 18, 2009

nippon

im back to japan for the holidays. but this time.....saya berdomisili di yokohama dan station yg deket rumah gua tuh di motomachi chukagai oh alangkah jauhnya.
tinggal di tokyo bagian denenchofu aja gw masih suka males keluar2 gara2 dr rumah ke stasiun jauh. apalagi skrg. klo skrg sih dr rumah k stasiun deket, tp dr stasiun ke shibuya/meguro yaa setengah jam lah. males bgt g sih.
cw nya nugra, kak marsya, juga lagi dsini.
ngomong2 9 hari lagi gw cabut ke jakartaaaa yeheeeey.
besok mau ke fuji.

oiya. udah nonton the blind side belom? bagus bgtttt tentang football gt. gw suka bgt sm film2 ttg football ky remember the titans, we are marshall, dll.

udah ah daaaah

Sunday, November 22, 2009

12 days to go!

I'll be home in less than 2 week braaahhhhhhh!!!!!
I so can't wait!!

Anyways, semalem gw ntn new moon sm tallytha adryan handy kputri ka ajeng kputri satu lagi trs sm hariman juga. Gw kira bakal bagus. Taunye begitu.
Tp jacob black g nahan bgt sexy nyaa omgahhhhh!!!!!! Badannyaaa bikin ngiler haha

Gw udh sumpek bgt ini dskolah. Pengen liburan, tp masi 2 minggu lg. Dan gw masi ada latian2 choir g jls buat xmas carols sm msi badminton juga. Hhhhh apa cobaaa skolah udh beres giniiiihhhhh

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Just realized the post below is very very very very lenghty and off-topic most of the time

japos

Tiba2 gw pengen nulis tentang japos. I don't know what's getting into me but....JAPOS, is probably a place where I will never ever ever forget.

Despite all the disadvantages: setiap bokap/nyokap ngundang org kerumah pasti itu org2 susah bgt nyarinya, not so many people know where it is, jalanan rusak, banjir, etc, japos is a place to be.
Banten ngarep jakarta selatan. Haha apakah japos masuk ciledug???

Cita2 gw sebenernya pas udh selse skolah adalah travel keliling dunia sbg seorang backpacker (tp trs gw sadar gw g bakal bisa bawa belanjaan gw dr seluruh dunia cuma pake backpack). Gausah backpacker deh. Pokonya gw mau keliling dgn jumlah uang minimum. Gw pengen bgt klo udah selse sekolah (uni) gw ke eropa, terutama yunani. Rutenya mungkin dr inggris, iceland, belanda ke france, trs turun ke spain. Pengen bgt liat sagrada familia di spain. Lalu venice. Trs turun ke itali liat menara pisa. Dari itali naik feri (cara nulis kapal feri gmn si?) nyebrang ke greece. The most beautiful place on earth. Lalu trs abis itu balik lg ke sweden pas summer yg mlmnya kelewat sebentar. Seharian terang terus. Trs abis itu mau ke benua africa. Mau ke mesir trs pedalaman africa. Trs ke arab umroh. Trs abis itu, moscow, trs ke cina liat the great wall trs hongkong belanja trs, down to the himalayan, ke india liat tajmahal, trs all the way to america, mulai dr atas: ke alaska dulu. Keluar amerika lg ke canada. Abis itu masuk amerika lg. Gtau mau liat apaan di amerika. Klo gt langsung saja ke south america. Mau ke mexico. Cinco de mayooo! Abis itu ke brazik. Mau ke rio de janeiro sm ipanema. Baru deh the most beautiful place in south america menurut gw ARGENTINA. Lalu menelusuri laut ke hawaii. Lalu new zealand! Trd balik lg ke aussie. Lalu abis itu kembali ke indo. Trs cbt lg southeast asia tour. Sbnernya gw pengen klo udah punya anak gw tgl di aussi. Just to give my children a bit of english background like I had when I was little in the netherlands. klo mereka udh sd balik lg ke indo.

Oke oke oke! now I'm getting to the point. Dr tinggal di macem2 negara selama ini, gw tau, tempat grow up terenak adalah asal lo. Dr mn ibu lo. Maka dr itu. I spent 8 years of my life in indonesia. Di japos blaaay.
Gw mau anak2 gw jg ngerasain idup d japos.

Apasih emg istimewanya japos?
Japos adalah tmpat gw tumbuh dr bocah jadi remaja. Trs? Haha
Beruntung gw punya banyak tmn2 baik dijapos. Masa puber gua sangat bahagia.
Semuanya gw alamin dijapos. From having the very best friends, sampe cinta pertama. Walopun sempet banyak masalh gt deeeh sm ni cinta pertama. Ngga pertama jg sih sbnernya. Tp pertama yg gw bner2 serius. Gw cukup belia waktu itu untuk org yg udh bisa serius sm lawan jenis. Gw sempet nyesel pernah masuk ke dunia dia. Keluarnya susah bgt. Mana banyak mslh. Yg sakit ati bgt lah, depresi diem dikamar smingguan g skolah, nyakitin banyak cowo lain gara2 ini, dtuduh2 gw terima, ngga dianggep perasaannya gw ngerti, ngga dpikirin perasaannya gw jg terima. Tp skrg gw g nyesel lagi. Gw belajar banyak bgt. Masi banyak bgt org yg g bs terima keadaan. Gw belajar nerima keadaan, gw belajar mikir secara bijak dan dewasa. Banyak orang yg g kuat kehilangan. Gw jd kuat skrg. Banyak yg mau semuanya buat dia sendiri dan dan mnurut mreka itu normal pdhl sbnernya g sehat bgt bikin cape diri sendiri dan semua org. Alhamdulillah gw g pernah ky gt. Semua yg berat skrg bagi gw rada enteng. Thanks to him. And her.

Oke lanjut$ friends. Tmn2 gw djapos adalah tmn2 yg sangat sejati. Gw pengen anak gw punya tmn2 sejati jg dr japos hahaha.

Sbnernya ini ada pointnya g sih?
Pokonya japos tuh tmpat yg sangat...... Apa ya? Hmm penuh kenangan. Sekolah yg ngajarin gw ttg hidup, rumah yang selalu bikin gw ngrasa klo ini adalah where I belong.

Terima kasih japos.




Its either I'm bored or I rly love japos that I actually wrote 'THIS' long. Who gives a shit anyway? Those who gives a shit are just fucking selfcentred. This is my blog. I write whatever I want. And I write for myself. But you can still read this. I'm pleased. Just no complaints

Saturday, October 31, 2009

november

the second last month of the year.

the last month of school year.


the weather yesterday was beautifully nicely perfectly HOT. which is nice.
and when me and my friend are finally planning to go tanning at st kilda beach today, it turns out that today is perfectly foggy, no sun at all.

WHICH PISSES ME OFF